|Three to go!|
Thursday, December 6, 2012
My husband Steve is almost done with his radiation treatments. I asked him last night if he wanted to do something to celebrate after his last treatment. He wasn't sure. The main thing he wants is to get back to normal. About three weeks ago, he started having nerve spasms, an unusual and very painful side effect from the radiation. He can't drive and has had to take a medical leave from teaching. We're hoping and praying the radiation will have done its job and destroyed all the cancer cells by the time his treatments end, and we're trusting that the nerve spasms will subside completely as his body settles down. As the end approaches, I've been thinking about how good and bad is so often wrapped up together. This has been hard, for sure, but even on the worst days, we have been reminded of our many blessings. First of all, there hasn't been one snowy drive to Jamestown during the past two months; those of you from the area know for this time of year, that in itself is a small miracle and a big answer to prayer. Second, Steve and I have been loved and cared for during these past several months in ways that brings tears to my eyes as I write. There have been calls and texts and facebook messages from friends and family members (our dear moms, brothers and sisters, brothers-in-law and sisters-in-law, even nephews and nieces). We've gotten encouraging words in grocery stores, hallways, classrooms, and living rooms. We've received cards and notes from church folks, from colleagues, and from old friends. An Edible Arrangement appeared mysteriously on our front porch one dark night; books and candy and gift cards for music and food came in the mail on days we needed them the most. Our own sweet kids have called more, come home more, and checked in more often than usual. It has meant more to us than all of you will probably ever know. Finally, I think going through this has drawn Steve and me together in ways we couldn't have imagined otherwise. All of this makes me think of the Bible verse about how God can take something bad and use it for good. This alone is celebration enough, but if Steve's up for it on Tuesday, we might go out for dinner, too!